Decided and Confirmed

So this past Sunday on the 10th, I decided to talk to Bishop Anderson about life's dilemma's. We talked about life, love, choices and goals. The cool thing about him is that he won't make a decision for anyone, but rather listen and help us to come to our own conclusions. After I expressed everything and I mean everything to him, he agreed with me that I should stay here and take advantage of the opportunity that Dr. Combs is offering me to stay employed and let me go to school during the day. And to keep working on all my other goals. I told him that at this point, that is what I felt was the right thing to do, but was really struggling with going against an answered prayer. He reassured me that I wasn't being disobedient to Heavenly Father's desires and he promised me that as I keep working on my goals, that everything will fall into place for me.
So, that is the long story short and I feel good about my decision, and glad to know that I am not going to be struck down! LOL
So, I will be starting school in January and it's kind of freaky to think about, but I'm excited for the new challenge!

Decisions

Okay! I totally am unsure if I should move or not. Since I told my boss, she has brought up some logical points. She suggests that I visit Vancouver as much as I need to and check out the singles wards. She also told me that if there were regional activities I wanted to go to, that I could take the time off to go. (She knows all the Mormon lingo by now.) She said she would rather me check it out, than to move and it not be what I'm looking for. Well.... logically that makes sense. But then the other part of me fights the logic with the fact that I have prayed about this move and received such a strong YES! And now, I feel like I can't pray anymore about it because I already got an answer. I really don't know why I get like this. AND, the other annoying part if you will, is that either way, I know I will be fine. I have a great job here, I can go to school starting in January during work time. That way I won't feel so stagnant and bored professionally. But I don't feel like there is a lot of opportunity to meet guys here.
Or, I could move, still start school in January and live in an area that is MUCH larger than Spokane.
I'm going crazy these past few days. I talked with Kelli, and she says that I probably wouldn't have so much anxiety about it if I should go right now. Mom says, maybe Heavenly Father doesn't care which way I go. I have thought all these things out. Different scenarios, all the what-ifs about staying and going. The pros and cons of staying and going... yet all I want to do is pull my freaking hair out!

By the way, Breaking Dawn was awesome and I really wish I could say more, but I won't since most of you haven't finished it! Hurry it on up! I need to read it again. lol
It's my dang happy place right now! My escape from insanity!

BREAKING DAWN!

Oh my Edward, Oh my Edward! Tonight at midnight-oh-one, Breaking Dawn comes out. The fourth and tragically final installment of Twilight! I could read this story forever! I am so excited to read about the wedding............. lol. Should be some good times there!
Yes, I have a reserved copy of the book! I will be meeting up with about 6 different friends to go to Barnes and Noble at 11. We have to check in and wait there. I'm sure people will be there dressed up on some level. I'm not even wearing my Twilight shirt. (Yes, it's sometimes embarrassing to admit how obsessed I am!)
Abby and I will be lounging at her pool all day Saturday(pending good weather) and reading. My cell will either be on silent or I will just outright ignore most phone calls. Unless you want to call and tell me you're in love with me! hahahahahhaa. Inside joke!
Anyway, let the good times begin!